Getting Antsy...

SO I have been reading a blog lately of a girl who is currently in the Philippines at the midwife school. She was actually the one who inspired me to start my own blog to help raise awareness and support and then to keep in touch with family when I am there. I found another girl who is there. So I have been reading all about what they are experiencing and I've been doing a lot of research lately which is just making my heart BURN to go! I wish I could go right now. There is such a huge need and I want to help. 10 months...if I get accepted. I can't even apply yet! I keep praying for patience. But if I am this passionate about it all now maybe God is making me wait to grow it even more!